Right now, I'm struggling to get a deep breath, and when I do expand my lungs, they ache. Swollen lungs inflamed by infection feel like they're too big to fit in my chest. I feel pressure in my back even as I hear wheezing when I exhale. I have a breathing machine that forces air down my throat at night to keep oxygenating my lungs. Sometimes I wonder if the sixth (or is it seventh?) round of antibiotics I've been prescribed this year to help me fight my lung infection will even work at all. I have too much to do to lose this fight, but I am weak, and I know it. So I try to rest and I pray God will heal me, if it is His will, so I can carry on.

It is an odd thing to know that my death, your death, and many others' deaths are part of the plan the Consortium of aliens who control this planet intend. They want to cull humanity, and they've only just begun. We are too numerous for them to control very well, and unpredictable. The baby boomers are contrarians who fight for free will, clue in young people about the terrible changes in the world and remember history of the last 60 years or so. Boomers have large retirement and medical expenses too, and mostly don't produce anymore, so aliens want boomers gone. They're expensive, mouthy, demanders of rights who won't comply like younger people will who take their cues from social media influencers. We are losing an entire generation of grandparents and great grandparents. The deaths of those with so much experience is a great loss for humanity.

When you get rid of people who remember history, you can rewrite it with none the wiser. Pretty soon, most heroes will be diminished to the point that they no longer inspire. They'll topple their statues, denigrate them by focusing on their flaws (that we all have), bring revisions to text books and toss out the old ones. Voila, humanity loses their memories AGAIN. Infiltration "experts" will remove truth and replace it with misinterpretation and outright lies. Why remove heroes? To keep us from being inspired by patriots willing to do whatever it took to prevail. The LAST thing they want is for humanity to work together to rid the planet of these thieving, manipulating, murderous, interloping aliens.

The sickly like me are in danger too. So are the diseased, damaged, overweight, weak and non-breeding. What they want are young, healthy, reproducing humans. Everyone else is a drain, from their perspective. They want optimal humans to harvest for immunities, blood and body parts, and/or to overwrite. Period. The rest need culling, in their opinion.

When COVID 19 becomes less of a threat, prepare for MERS, and SARS. The aliens of the Consortium have discovered that coronaviruses are pretty effective modern day killers. Expect more and more of them to pop up one after another, until our population reduces.

After that, they will come for the people of faith. Why? Because those who love God tend to resist controls that interfere with their morality, expression of faith, and compliance with mandates that limit free will. When you tell people of faith not to gather and worship, they tend to refuse. Then they keep refusing other things like experimental innoculations, chips and implants. That is when demonstrations of faith will become illegal and people of faith will face becoming culled too. This will happen, guaranteed, if the Consortium has their way.

And yet, some of them claim faith of their own. I find it so hard to fathom how some can proclaim to follow the One, yet treat the people of Earth, who God provided this world, so poorly. They know the diseases they dump on us cause suffering and death, yet they continue to hurt us. Every time my body aches, I am reminded of this lack of empathy, with little to no feelings of compassion. Every time I think of my mother's cancerous death, I recall that they encourage and harvest our cancers to provide for their longevity industry. They are killing fellow believers, as if we were vermin infecting this planet. If that is what it means to evolve as a species, to rationalize abuse and selfish gain, to lose your heart, I want no part of it. It is anti-God, for God is love. He loves us and sent His Son. And His Son will return with the Assembly to kick them off this planet, with extreme prejudice. If that doesn't wake them up, I don't know what will.

I would love to see the beacon answered, the return of the One and the elevation of humanity before I die. I really would. Until then, I'll keep trying to wake people up while I still have breath in my body.